You're the thought that starts each morning, the conclusion to each day.

2007-11-18T18:44:00.000+08:00

MY ONLY SUNSHINE (:

teehee!!

2007-07-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

im happy today!!! (:
thank god for today (: (: (:
i really loved today!!!!!!

heheheh and i cant wait for the sleepover next week. i dunno why but im jus really excited to be with my girlfriends again!!! hee i think cherie feels the same too. (:
the last time we met was during xmas and we watched loveactuallllyyyy. speaking of which this week is THANKSACTUALLY week in school . lol

hahaha
but anyway this time we'll be watching NDP tgt. cool!!!!
that time when ys asked if we wanted to watch it at home or at some restuarant, cos i didn hear the second part of the sentence, i said " AT MARINA (in live) ?!?! YA OK!!!" haha turns out not. but it's okay HOME IS GOOD.
then we'll bake(hopefully) ,, and play mj and i dunno i feel like signing up lj. though i have xanga that's like active for only 3 wks. erm.. but lj seems fun. ohwells. we'll talk too.
i think things are different from the last time we met.
okay why am i blogging so much??

yes ANYWAY THE ONLY REASON WHY IM BLOGGING TODAY
IS BECAUSE I HAD FUN TODAY.
YUP

YAY

<3>

(i think im overemphasising it haha)

pack sch bag now. tata

*hi cherie!!* hahaahaha

2007-07-26T22:05:00.000+08:00

i dont matter.
it doesnt matter anymore.

God will never take away something without giving you something better in its place.

it'll be okay.

yeah, it'll be okay.

2007-07-07T11:54:00.000+08:00

Cos im not ready .

Waffle house jokes and romantic comedies
Avon cologne and credit card entries
Butter on popcorn and that mercury sable
The whole darn state of north carolina
My pink leather jacket and cherry hi-c
When I'm finally without you

Can't figure out what'll be left of me

If I gotta get over you, I gotta get over every piece that puzzled you and me
If I gotta get over you, I gotta get over feeling my heart and tasting and seeing
If I gotta get over you, I gotta get over Earth, Wind, and Fire
Change the soap in the shower
If I gotta get over you, I gotta get over singing this song for hundreds of hours

<3
hugs

2007-06-09T21:32:00.000+08:00

today im gonna talk about phones.

1) it feels damn good to be able to close my phone , just-like-that, & to hear that click too haha !!! & without having to tie a red hairtie arnd it to secure the flip.

2) i hate it when people do not reply my messages. like seriously.

3) will that phone remind you of a certain person? that's why you want that phone?

actually there were only 2 things that i wanted to say. ohwells.

rahhhhhhhhhhhh. bye

): ): sorry.

2007-06-08T22:00:00.000+08:00

presenting to you my new found friend!! :p

i love lemon puffs.!! heheh they are the best studying biscuits.

double grins. :p :p

2007-05-26T11:30:00.000+08:00

Essential yet appealed, Carry all your thoughts across an open field,
When flowers gaze at you, They're not the only ones who cry when they see you ..

I think I'll start a new life. I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name. I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,I think I'll get a lover and fly 'em out to Spain. I think I'll go to Boston. I think that I'm just tired. I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind. I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of Sunset, I hear it's nice in the summer, some snow would be nice, oh yeah.

-hugs

2007-05-19T20:28:00.000+08:00

you are everything to me.

"it's like you're telling my heart to stop beating,

and my world, to stop spinning.

i can't

how can i then, stop these tears from falling?

i can't

& suddenly, everything loses its meaning."

)':

2007-05-06T18:15:00.000+08:00

We walk away to see who follows. ): ): ):

i wanted to post more photos but cannot (sorry hakeem)

rahh

okay during this whole period of unintended hiatus-----

phantom, tried duckweb :p (it's quite nice) , j1exco-interviews, tues adventure of ben&jerry's, secret playground opp school, supported hockey and softball (my firsts!), contact training, sent my sis off (newyork), 200poundsbeauty :p, etcetc..

it gets tiring to bounce back everytime someone hits you off the ground doesnt it?

i want to be able to go to starbucks for breakfast one morning. over a cup of hot chocolate and a storybook,, plus a nice convo. that day we had starbucks breakfast at the airport and the muffins and cakes and pastries looked super good in that lighting.

can someone please cheer me up? ):

im so irritated with N. im so gonna go to N and ask for a replacement AGAIN. they are so b inefficient. it's getting quite irritating to be stuck with a phone that cannot close ok.

i wanted you to fight for me. I wanted you to say that there was no one else that you could ever be with and that you wanted to be with me.

maybe it's not good enough,, but i gave you everything i could.

i'd be okay if i knew it's what you really wanted. but now i know.

and i know im not good enough either.

right.

ill be fine this week. i hope.

byebabies.

2007-04-14T12:40:00.000+08:00

hello,
where have you been, i missed you so.

sometimes i think you're really amazing, your happy-go-lucky nature.
it really makes me wonder, jus how you can take on everything with a stride and it's seems to me that nothing puts you down. yes you may be pissed of over something, and upset but you're always back on your feet the next moment. you seem to always look on the bright side of life and you told me before that there's no use getting upset over something cos you can't be upset all your life. maybe it's all gotta do with confidence. and how people call you an Alpha. hence you do most things your way.

sometimes i also wonder how those words those phrases those lines actually come out from you. i know at times you probably dont mean it and you're only making fun of the person. you seem to be in a world of your own, and nothing else seems to matter. you try to make up for it, but the fragile heart has been hurt. the worst thing is, the heart continues beating, all the same.

it hasnt been a good week.
i disliked it.
but the long talks, and fluffy clouds made up for it i guess.

Cos you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cos I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

be back with photos!!
im alright. (:

2007-03-23T21:57:00.000+08:00

We all need that thing that's worth fighting for;

today ,,,

i figured that the worst feeling in the world is disappointments

whether if someone disappointed you greatly
or if you disappointed someone..

(or maybe if you're jus disappointed with yourself)

& (again) ive learnt to never expect anything from anyone.
keep your expectations high and you're jus gonna get disappointed.
like when you pick me up and let me fall again

i hate feeling disappointed.

ohwells.

but the 12 delicious-looking doughnuts from DF made up for it, especially the strawberry heart one. (yay sarahhhh!)

!!! i didn take a picture of it. RAHH.

anyway i love doughnuts weekend

(OMG YAYYYYYY my daddy jus called from seoul and asked if i wanted dunkin donuts !!! of course i said yes.. hahahaha. :p)

it's really gonna be a doughnutty weekend!!

haha i rmb my neopets acc is doughnutty89. i think.
i wonder how my unicorn is doing.
hahahaha

okay i feel slightly happier now.

i will be back with photos (maybe if i feel like it and am not lazy) over the wkend!
i wanna continue watching onetreehilllllll . there's this quote inside it that makes some sense..

"Sometimes people play hard to get to know that the other person's feelings are real"

hmmm..

well sometimes it feels as tho it's just me against the entire world, or universe.

OKAY BYE LOVES!

Maybe our hearts have the same favorite colors and found each other that way

or maybe it was because

they both like sunshine best and always tell the summer to stay.

Or maybe when it comes to things like this,

there aren't reasons, hearts just know.

2007-03-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

im currently having a headache
but nobody is making me feel better
because somebody isnt happy.
i cant whine to anyone
cos i think they will find it irritating and they are all studying. damn. hard.
my sister comes into my room as and when she likes and tells me weird random stuff.
like "hi my mole says hi to you" and sometimes she pokes me on my back and tells me to give her a pat on her head. no make that two pats.
aren't all those signs of stress
yes she is having her exams on mon and tues
but mine lasts for 4 days
i cannot wait for thursday
gotta do some shopping on thurs. yes.
top priority okay. see that?
i really dont feel like studying anymore.
i really dont.
please??
n.o.t.h.i.n.g.i.s.g.o.i.n.g.i.n.a.n.y.m.o.r.e and im not gonna be able to rmb all the bio crap.
rahh.
i cannot finish studying. 100%
why am i even here
seriously why,,,,
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
okay i know this way of blogging is irritating the hell outta you/
im gonna go sleep and hopefully tmrw will be a better day.
please ignore this post.
thanks.
tata.

& even when im scared i have to try to fly.

2007-03-10T19:35:00.000+08:00

I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart

It's the end of the world in my mind

Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer

Somewhere I couldn't see that it was right there

But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe

Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help

Because you live, boy

My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live

there's a reason why I carry on when I lose the fight

I want to give what you've given me always

BECAUSE YOU LIVE, I LIVE , I LIVE.

thanks special one,,, you know who you are. C:

okays.

the holidays are here. umm yay.

yay.

YAY.

yay.

lying on the grass and cloud watching!! (: (: (: (:

discussing clouds shape !! (: (: (:

picnic!!! (: (: (: (:

music and lyrics!! (: (:

getting tanned playing!! (if there's the sun on wed)

ALL when my ankle fully recovers..

rahhhh.

+ studying!! (umm.. hmm)

haha

on a sidenote,,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY (TMRW) !! <3

(pictures taken 2 wks ago near robertson quay i think during dinner! more of this another day)

( i like the cool effects of the photos)

haha, it was unintentional just that my sister moved her hand too fast while she was taking this pic.. or smth. haha. :p

alrights, lotsa love (:

2007-03-08T21:57:00.000+08:00

You know you're being hard on me sometimes

You want to run you want to break free
Can't you see that I care
But who is going to be there when you fall
To build you up when you are feeling small
Give you love that you need
Don't you know who'll be there
When the whole world turns against you,
Don't you know that I will stand up for you

I'm still on your side

<3

):

I FEEL LIKE EATING PINK DOUGHNUTS. AND AND AND. I WANT A NEW STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE PEN BECAUSE THE PEN CLIP BROKE AND IT MAKES ME FEEL VERY SAD SEEING THE PEN IN THAT STATE.. SO H-A-N-D-I-C-A-P.

have a good day tmrw.

2007-02-24T23:20:00.000+08:00

& everyday that we are together, is the greatest day of my life.

because i like this very very much. <3

You're the thought that starts each morning, the conclusion to each day.
You are in all that I do, and everything i say.
You're the smile on my face, the twinkle in my eye.
The warmth inside my heart, the fullness in my life.
You're the hand that's laced in mine, and the coat upon my back.
My friend, my love, my shoulder to lean on.
You're my silly, ~~mature~~, caring, thoughtful, bright, and honest baby.
The one who holds me tightly, when I need to ~~cry~~.
You're the dimple in my cheek, the ever-constant tingle in my soul.
The voice that makes me weak, the happiness of my life.

You are all I've wanted, you are all I need.
You are all I've dreamed of, you are all of this to me.

hahaha love !
(:

2007-02-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

hello lovelies! (:

CNY pictures!
my family went off to vivo for late lunch/ tea after visiting my aunt! (: we ate at corduroy cafe and it was nice. both the place and food. (: (:

at my aunt's house (:

at cordoroy cafe (:

MY BIRTHDAY with family. <33
(for more photos check v's blog. thanks. haha)

You're All That I Ever Know,

When You Smile My Face Always Seems To Glow

You Turned My Life Around

You Picked Me Up When I Was Down

TAKE 5!

(people eating my cookies. heh)

okay that's about it (:

no more photos i think.

thanks for that present i like it alot alot alot.

tmrw i get to play my canon in D during piano for my teacher! yay.

on a sidenote (haha) ,,,
I LOVE YOU <33 (more than the height of a lamp post)

*grins*

2007-02-20T19:07:00.000+08:00

today is my lunar birthday.. technically . if you were to follow the lunar calendar! (:
it's the third day of CNY. always. yay.
i was born at 230am.
my mother keeps asking me why i never stay up till the time i was born.
(she asked both today and on the 8th of feb. *laughs*)

well,, today im feeling a little.. less pink. though i was dressed in pink from head to toe (shorts and shirt) when i went out jus now in the morning.

sometimes it feels as though im the last thing on a person's to-do-list.
just sometimes..

im supposed to get a surprise tmrw.. though i think i know what the surprise is already. (:

anyway i guess there are jus some things which ill never ever ever understand.

HOKAYS. enough of words.

2007-02-16T22:01:00.000+08:00

dont come and go like you do.

hello babies!

picture post.
(but no photos of my birthday yet)

i like dresses.

HRC dinner with the hearts. to celebrate the feb babies.
(viola, elijah, jenna, huishan)
<333333333

RSN.

valentine's day, random days <333

I LOVE MY FERRIS WHEEL. THANKS PAUL. HAHA

okay. sorry for the lack of words.

but i think the photos are rather self-explanatory. :p

anyway. i had a good day today!
other than the fact that i think i have absolutely no affinity with helium balloons except those that walk on land (walkers). haha.

hmmm. i watched ghostriders.

okay i want to sleep.
ill update again tmrw maybe in the day before dinner. (:
happy cny! <3

After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much
So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers

(haha)

2007-02-10T23:20:00.004+08:00

'Cause I have known the safety

Of floating freely In your arms

I don't need another lifeline

It's not for me

'Cause only you can save me

that day in class i declared that day to be bsb day.

and a certain someone sitting next to me laughed at me.

but nvm.

haha

i like bsb songs cos they make me happy, keep me warm and i feel full of love

-with their ever cheesy lyrics. HAHA.

I LIKE.

: P

Oh can't you see I can't imagine life
Without your love
And even forever don't seem like long enough

anyway . THE birthday's over.

i have pics. lotsa! ( i need V's too, she has my bday photos)

but not today loves.

another day ok!

i love my little miss sunshine and fat heart and pinksony.

i love my friendsies.
thanks for making my day so special. loves.

here is a sneak preview:

paul with little miss sunshine!!!!!!! hahaha

&& promise me,, <3675065656

Cause everytime I breathe I take you in And my heart beats again (L)

2007-02-08T23:32:00.000+08:00

happy birthday princess!

SMILE.

<333

2007-02-04T19:49:00.000+08:00

another lifetime with you

im sick im so sick that even water doesnt taste like water anymore.
it tastes weird
anything that goes into my mouth tastes weird
and the fact that i think i had my worst night ever last night jus doesnt make things any better.
&&& it has never so long for my fever to subside..
friday night: 38.1 deg
sat night: 38.2 deg
my poor braincells.. ):

i hope i get well by.. TMRW.
omg. i got lotsa things to do ..
it's gonna be a damn busy week.
sometimes i wish im not gonna be that busy.
so if getting well by tmrw is too much to ask for, i pray to get well by thurs at least <3

thankyou.

& im also kinda sorry for passing the bug to you. :p sorry.

haha okays nvm on another note,,
my bday is in 4 days. and im kinda looking forward to it.. but im also kinda stressing.
haiiiiiiiiiiiii
no cannot runaway.
my week has been pretty good.. (it got better)
and i thank god for that.
for the strength even in the darkest of days. <3

it came so unexpectedly, just as how it left the other time.
i miss you so much.

haha ms cottonwoolclouds.
:p

im gonna think of my 18thbday wishes!
bye love!

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night. You make me wanna hold you till the morning light. You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall. You make me wanna surrender my soul. I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight. You're the first and last thing on my mind.

2007-01-26T22:44:00.000+08:00

what do i tell my heart ?

hi gray world.

#1 i wanna thank my friends, esp v, h, w, c, y, w. thanks babes for all that you've done. really really really appreciate it. i dont want any of you to feel sad either.
#2 i never knew i could cry over listening to canon in D. yes even classical songs can be emo.
#3 perhaps my newest dream is to play canon in D on the violin
#4 i hate eating watermelons with seeds
#5 i will get better. and i will be back soon, someday at least. i promise
#6 i dont wanna be an escapist.
#7 the 18th bday's coming but i dont really know what i want or wonder how it'll be or feel excited or whatsoever. maybe you you you and you can make me feel smthg for it. maybe cos it's still too early to say anything..
#8 i'd like to think that maybe crying makes your eyelashes grow.
#9 the love in your heart isnt put there to stay. love isnt love till you give it away.
#10 27/1 happy birthday mommy dearest. hope you stay pretty!. we bought her gucci shades. ( + a jap handphone keychain) love love.
#11 must be brave and we must be strong/cannot say what our hearts must know/cannot fear how we feel/how does one walk away from all of the memories/how do i not miss you when you are gone/how can i not love you.
#12 twelve is enough for a night like this.

seeya babes, hugs hugs.

I remember the days we spent together were not enough and it used to feel like dreamin' except we always woke up Never thought not having you here now would hurt so much Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you I can just look up and know the stars are holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight .

2007-01-16T20:33:00.000+08:00

Grey Sky Morning.

And if the darkness is to keep us apart
And if the daylight feels like it's a long way off
And if your glass heart should crack
And for a second you turn back
Oh no, be strong <3

& she whispered into his ear, i love you more than you'll ever know.

2007-01-06T22:52:00.000+08:00

for my pretty 4pc, && especially for H. (: (: (:
treat us nicely like princesses at your house okay!!
*excited grin*

HAHA.

2007-01-03T22:17:00.000+08:00

hello happy post .

today i shall post pics of MY nye countdownn && my cleared table! (:

cos im too lazy to do a long post. heheh.

anyway,,, firstly we had dinner at fish and co! <3>ive been craving for the fish and chips!!

hahahaha yay finally

then we went to watch deathnote 2! quite cool la.

HAHA.

okay ill cut the long story short .

we walked from clarkeq to ms then back to clarkeq and ended at ms again.

limited photos from both ms and clarkeq while partying!!!! (:
it was very fun!! (:

yup at arnd 5 we left ms and TRIED to flag a cab but i was f tired alreadyyyyyyyy. hahaha we still tried. tried for abt 45 mins? haha we finally got a cab for 20$ (!!!) and headed straight for mandarin chatterbox (CHICKEN RICE) HAHAHA/

jus look at our contented faces below after eating hahahaha. :p

ling and i on our way home. we were dead tired. omg.
but the photo is cool right!! empty train.

today i cleared my table too! (:
happy beans

#1 before the WAR WITH DUST begin
#2 my table is actually quite pink,, with all the pink pencil cases . . .
#3 i also had lotsa fun reading my old letters! since pri sch ok (:
#4 the aftermath. yay. haha now i dunno how to study anymore. cos it feels weird.. HAHA.

harumi gave me this pair of earrings for xmas or smth. HAHA. thanks princess! (yeah the earrings says princess too)

on a sidenote,

i m jus gonna be a treasurer all my life in jc okay?

sch is crazy. i have 5 econs essays to write. omg.

bye!

2007-01-01T22:13:00.000+08:00

i am very sad and confused fullstop.

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2006-12-31T13:04:00.000+08:00

good morning world (:

i think 2006 has been a year of joy & tears.
im gonna write everything in my little journal (:
i dont know,, but i hope 2007 will be a better year

2006,, full of memories. (:
bsb concert, 11hearts!!, taiwan cip, 07s03c, sexy 17, TOUCHRUG<3, pink razr but lost, nokia6131, etc etc etc. (haha lazy)

can't believe im gonna turn 18 in less than 2 mths time. (!!!!!!!)
my god.
hahaaaa

hokay im off to write in my journal, shower, prepare for the night (!!<3),>

lotsa love babes. you know who you are. hahaha

2006-12-29T12:10:00.000+08:00

lol i really like the above photo ALOT. haha we're all offfff the ground! <33

hahahha.

the new blogger gives me more hope.

seriously.

now i think i can upload all photos at one go!

let's try!! (:

hi meet my pri sch friends, the twins! daniel and samuel (l-r). they jus came back from nz and are here for hols till feb! they have changed ALOT. hahahahaha. (yup the same ones that played bball the other day too) . freaking hilarious people too.!!

(dan santosh deb sam me )
santosh jus came back from
yup we went out to meet up,,, ate talked and played pool. wow. the guys were brilliant la. even better than the hearts (e.g ELIJAH) when they pool. heheheheh.

hmm i dont really know deborah well but ive known daniel since p1 tho! hahaha.

Asians all schs!! hahahahaha. our retarded funky shot.

clara looks damn cute holding the gift la (from me) HAHA !! (:

exco! I MISS TOUCH YYYYYYY.

MY GIRLS! HAHAHA. after our nynynynynynynyny lunch on xmas eve. check V's blog for the collage!

cool not? hahaha :p retards la.

teehees!
the new blogger is really good.
6 stars! (:
im gonna read photosynthesis now. seeyaaaaaa babes.

2006-12-28T23:48:00.000+08:00

rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
and i want to upload photos too ..
well today i did some constructive stuff so 3 yay beans for me!! (:

anyway paul said he got me a bear and a globe for xmas!!

but it's not the kind of snow (-ing) globe that i like (look below)!

nvm !
thanks anyway! :p

ohwells. but i didn get anything for my friendsies.
hahahaha sorry ok?
*grins*

hahaha ill wait for one again next year.
sigh why do they only have such pretty snowglobes during xmas!!!!
that day (4 days before xmas) i saw 4 whole shelves of snowglobe but when i went 2 days later after xmas it's gone! GONE. !!
not fated i guess.

anyway here's presenting to you the THE ferris wheel from C's bedroom.
it's smth which i will always look for when we have sleepovers. hahaha. *grins*

i wish,, i wish,,, for a snow (-ing) globe and a ferris wheel. (:
thanks.

ps: this would be perfect. a ferris wheel in a snow globe!

pps: snowing globe needs to have lotsa snow falling.

okay nights world!

2006-12-26T22:08:00.000+08:00

more pictures!! blogger has decided to be good this christmas i guess?

hahahaha i thought this was a good shot taken by yours truly. hahahaha. guys in the air!! :p

our black touch jersey. love the gold wordings! hahahaha. yes number 12 rocks. world ASIANS all schs,, ended on a high note!

(more pics another time)

random photo taken while out with my pri sch friends!! haha. i like. so candid.

touch xmas party! FULLHOUSE.
we had secret santa (thanks justina!), games, FOOD (of which the we the exco went down to yy's house to prepare for it. hahaha and the food turned out great too. it was fun preparing it la. haha. inside joke joke joke joke. /drops apples! hahaha. nvm. ), turkey! , gold and whitepearly balloons, A WALK TO RMB. (omg i love the scene where he took her to this place and told her " now you're at two places at one time" or smth like that. yup my 3rd time watching , still as sweet a movie. )

yanyi and i nearing our destination (inside joke *grins*). see the concourse in the background?! hahaha. we walked towards that building from miles away jus to get those pretty silver and golden ballooons for the touch team okay. hahaha. i love ballooons *hints*

that's all. blogger is bad again.

2006-12-26T15:46:00.000+08:00

In my heart in my head it's so clear now
hold my hand you've got nothin' to fear now
I was lost and you've rescued me somehow
I'm alive I'm in love you complete me

merry xmas sweet worldddddd (:
hahaha actually i really dont feel like updating ok.
cos i dunno where to start, how to start/ ohwells.

(sidenote: i really like craig david's unbelievable!!)

maybe the pics will do the talking. random ones.

i cant rmb what day this was, but i invited the guys (my pri sch friends) down for a match of basketball, using our sch court. (im sucha a nice fren i knew they were itching to play bball) HAHA. turned out that mk and kw were there too. so yay 6 guys started playing!!

wed!
curse of the golden flower. i love the GOLD FURNISHINGS. OMG. and the gold clothings!! nvm the fact that i dont exactly like the story. hahaha. that scene where jaychou was pouting.. hahaha damn funny. i know i kept having silent laughters in the cinema, heheheh *not my fault*

then,, shopping at vivo again for the third time i think. haha yes i tried on this jacket again. HAHAHA. i like it too. $_$ zaraaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

but im a happy kid cos i bought lotsa pink undergarments, LOL. amongst other tops and shorts too. yay. $$$$$ (:

thurs! at dental-- *i dont like* mirrors are for phototaking. cam-*horror* hahahahaha *grins*
fine.. call my retard la. hahahaha

after which we went to have dinner at sun with moon wheelock.
my sister with her food, my set lunch!! damn delicious, the sweet purple potato dessert (quite ok, tastes abit weird tho. haha like playdoh. HAHA), green tea tiramisu!! lovely, tho i prefer the original.

my mommy and i. the tiramisu which was, ,, , lovely. haha.
then shopping!!

sat!
started off B A D.

(When I think of what I have And this chance I nearly lost I can't help but break down and cry)

erm nvm,, i shall not bring it up. thank god for girlfriends. yay (: i love my friendsies.
went for cand's bbq party at her house at night!! and i got to see my ferriswheeeeeeeeel. yay!

xmas eve!

had a greaaaatttttt lunch at newyorknewyork with the lovely girls! hahaha. tian and V.
it was great meeting them. hahaha laughed like *bimbos* (no only viola did.) and talked *sniggers* && took secret photos. HAHAHA.

i made my own candyfloss too!! daniel popped by. then we walked arnd citylink before ending up at the esplanade. . . . LIBRARY . HAHA i read 2 books on dance *grins* && obviously we took lotsa photos too. hahaha wait for V to upload. !! (:

after that i went to my aunts house for xmas dinner! hahaha i was bored while waiting for my cousins to arriveeee.

luckily i got my sister's friend to drive me to ys's house for a sleepover. yay beans.

we watched LOVE ACTUALLY. OMG. YAYYYYYYYY. i really really like it alot.
had girltalk, played mahjong , & ate!

okay from cherie's blog:

Then FINALLY, we started on our mahjong session. Seriously, we've been saying for like 2 years that we wanna play mahjong and NOW we finally get the chance to execute it! Played till about 4am or 5am, don't really know. Then we just lazed around on the carpets and sofa and had this long overdue GIRL TALK. :) But we decided that Yishan's bed would be more comfortable so we ended up there. Heheh 4 of us on her bed! With her smelly (not really la actually) soft toys she had since she was a BABY.

Many many good insights and food for thought! And we were too lazy to take pictures BUT we'll commit those moments to memory, right? ;)

We ended up falling asleep unintentionally at 745am or so... Hannah was supposed to sleep for 5 mins and I think it ended up as 1 hr! Then she went off to church at 845am and all I can remember is Huishan and I mumbling "Bye Hannah" in our half-awake state. Haha.. sorry Yishan for taking your bed! I slept with Huishan! And cos we were so considerate people, we tried to give each other more space so she slept super close to the wall, and I slept super close to the edge of the bed that one turn and I would have fallen off HAHA.

so we slept till arnd 11, had brunch and lazed arnd her house till abt 4pm watching james bond *yawns,,, tho i like pierce bronsnan hahaha* and xmas with the kranks *retarted movie* .

hahaha yes. hmmm. then i took a bus back to my aunt's house which was in the EAST. (and ys's house is in yck.) hahaha.

so there!! my week or so.

well anyway,, im jus glad we cleared things up. i think it's impt to communicate and be open about things with on another. at the end of the day, i jus want you to be happy la okay.

(more photos next post. blogger is jus being its usual self again. zzz)

It's so unbelievable And I don't wanna let it go
Its something so beautiful Flowing down like a waterfall
I feel like you've always been Forever a part of me
And it's so unbelievable To finally be in love

Somewhere I never thought I'd be (:

2006-12-15T23:12:00.000+08:00

WHY MY TIAN TIAN ROCKS !! HAHAHA

(PART 1)

(PART 2)
HAHAHA.

okay people dont laugh so loudy ok. :P

yay on a side note, i had a totally great day today, everyday shld be like this. *hints*

"you are high on happiness lahhhhhh"

i have more pics.. but i want to sleep already.
during the weekend okay! (: (:

2006-12-14T23:06:00.000+08:00

at first i thought my snowflake was really pretty (and i was beaming with joy). but later i started viewing all the other snowflakes && they were all so much prettier than mine!! hahaha but i guess MY snowflake is still unique and THAT IS WHAT MATTERS MOST. <333 (im still beaming! *beams*) GO MAKE ONE NOW!

2006-12-13T22:01:00.000+08:00

(pic taken from chen mama's cafe)

Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrong doings, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

i like. the painting and how it reads in chi.

2006-12-13T21:22:00.000+08:00

hello i have pics you dont have!! HEE.

at the lobby of our hotel in taichung. day2. before we head off for breakfast/ (:

THE artistic shot attempt #123432556。 (haha my favouritest boys)

hello my name is peter, and i can spell my friend's name too !! (during one of the station games in treasure hunt)
my fav library! hot chocolate, bananananannana muffin, a stack of magazines (to relax), and organic chem A-Z notes prelim papers. plus lost brain cells and my trustworthy specs. 8-)

yay foodies. BLACK carrot cake, grilled chicken rice, both from food republic, APPLE crumble from swensons!!!! (:

lol/ H and i always end up eating and eating whenever we meet up. i didn take a pic of our desserts!! chendol and icekacang. her icekacang was almost bigger than the size of her head. HAHAHA. yup i always like going out with her. cos we talk abt .. nosensical stuff mostly. and the convo jus keeps going round and round the same exact topic, well thereabouts. HAHA. friday is our gym plus chinatown/bugis date!! (: *grins*

hokays. i will go off now!
i had a good day today, love.

2006-12-11T21:10:00.000+08:00

all of my life, where have you been

i wonder if i'll ever see you again.

haikus are quite cute

but some are really senseless

refrigerator

HAHAHAHAH.

jokes.

i like to apply conditioner on my hair. cos my hair feels damn soft and smooth after that. yay

today i went to the library (cos i miss going there) and worked hard!

right,,, my brain's damn rusty laaaaaaa.

i cant rmb anything that ive learnt. okay fine i still know what a alkane, alkene carbonyl compound is .. but guess what. i forget what a compound like CH3CO2CH3 actually is. AN ESTER!!

HAHA.

my templates's nice yes i know but i kinda wanna change it but i dont really want to either?

nobody likes making choices. because when you make choices you can't get the best of both worlds, sometimes not even close to it. but we need to make choices because we cannot leave people hanging there in between fluffy clouds and take them for granted. such choices are important, though it is probably inevitable that is this process, people will get hurt and disappointed.
dont forget,,, you've got all the time in the world you need,, but just dont let them wait forever. (ochi i need to hear some wise words from you!!!!)

(hahah whateverrrrrrrrr)

movies ochi ling? i wanna watch night at the musuem, the holiday, dejavu.. not cinderella (beauty is only a cut away). EEE. scared.

i miss taiwan too. fanny called me on sunday morning. surprise surprise and she still called me lao shi. hahaha.

i still love rgtrack. always will.

&& i am still a special girl. always will be.

<3333>

hahahaha ok sorry random post today. pics update maybe when im less random!! (:

2006-12-07T20:28:00.000+08:00

YAY im so happy,,, cos i finally get to post the pictures!! (: (: (: (: (:

okay these are my friendsies. (:

anw sidenote, i really love the track at the school. the scenery is just so awesome.
but the view over the slope/mini hill is so much better. cos over there you see this- look below!! (anyway i feel so proud of myself. cos i climbed over/down the rocks and onto boulders and ya. like a mini trekking trip. some rocks are cunning. ask huiting. HAHA)

yess.. and it's jus fantastic sitting at the huge boulder and feeling the cool breeze and the warm sunshine and hearing the river flowing abt 3m below you and jus talking and ,, it feels like heaven? hahaha (: if only rj had sucha spot too.

LOOK!! hahaha such an artistic shot. i'll like to think that im getting better at it everyday. *winks*

somehow i think black and white shots are nicer/ when you take away the colours in my world.

hahaha this was taken at shilin night market. bubble milk tea!! the amt of pearls they give for each serving is like double triple the amt as compared to that of singapore's? my sister will be so jealous.!! oh i tried the smelly beancurd (in soup) too. ONE BITE OF IT && the experience was horrible, disgusting, indescribable, ahgoaenrvorie. ht didn want to try it after she saw my expression. haha to think we wanted to share a plate of it together.

i posted 2 postcards from high up above in taiwan! (taipei101) & im really glad my family has recieved it. *grins* hahaha i realise i dont really know how to write a postcard either..

i made these for my kids!! cos edison 's going back to the sch again while he goes back to taiwan. heheheh. handmade, with love! (:

yup the words. heheheh cheesy corny whatever but it's seriously what 1 of the kids told me but i jus cldn rmb the exact words so when i searched the net this was the closest i cld get. heheheh.

ok this week has been fun.

cycling at east coast park, flags of our fathers *yawns*, happy feet, just friends, swimming, haato, island cremary, touch intenso trainings, pool, camwhoring.

today i found out how it feels when someone reads your handwritten journal.

tmrw is D day. luck luck luck luck visualise visualise visualise visualise visualise visualise lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove trust trust trust trust trust trust trust chemistry chemistry chemistry chemistry chemistry chemistry confidence. *31259865768 ( i typed all the words out, no cutting and pasting okay)

rafflestouch all the way! (:

2006-12-03T19:30:00.000+08:00

this post is only posted on thurs and not sunday cos,, seriously blogger is so lousy i cant upload all the pics i want to. i still cant as of today (thurs) i will try harder. ):

hello hello sweet world.
ive decided to blog abt my taiwan trip today!

these are my fav boys! (:

this is peter!!

& this is jason!! jason reminds me of someone back then.. so sweet!!

my little peter pan! FANNY. hahaha she's a lil quiet but she is still very,, adorable! (:

hahaha and last but not least, my p6 kid! her standard of english,, is really not that bad when compared to the level of her peers.

anyway , there were mother (haha) alot of stray dogs in the he ping village. like ALOT. every morning, you will see the same dog that leads you the way to chen mama's cafe (hah) for breakfast. thereafter, you will see even more dogs. white, brown, black, you name it, they've got it. (right) hahaha.

this is the shadow of the building taipei 101 taken from the 89th level! the view up there is kinda magnificent? hahahaha like sim city! or lego! *laughs*

okay back to singapore! (:

hahahah on friday i went out with my 3 fav girls! (: we walked all the way from orchard to city hall mrt. how cool is that? (erm..) had dinner at taka central, then we walked to cathay for ben&jerrys where we listened to the band play for awhile, before walking towards rendezvous hotel and chjimes !! and city hall.

now 2 of them are in bangkok (but they promised to get us tees and earrings and bags *grinsgrins*) and the other one's going to taiwan next wk! ): but we will all meet soon again. yay.

2006-11-28T22:11:00.000+08:00

from dylan wee's blog
which i think is pretty true, and what i wld like to say as well.

we really went through so much this trip. its feels weird now. Not having all 18 of us together. Hmm. =) and I miss you. Really. All of you.

anyway im back home safely (:

i had lotsa fun!!!!

look at the photo below. it's my artistic shot. it's the prettiest thing ive ever seen , from outside a plane's window. DAMN PRETTY , there were a million clouds or smth? i wish i could lie and sleep on it.. so fluffy! you know i like it.

this is jus a sneak preview. ive seen most of the photos from yanyi's cam. but im too lazy to organise them properly.. hahahaha ( and to add in effects etc etc *grins* )

so photos.. another day. we took a million photos. you can go to yanyi's blog for them.. or when i get hold of more photos from alex/the Nelson's. hahahahah (inside joke)

(ht and i drinking bubble tea! hahaha you taste more tea than milk and it's not as sweet as the ones in singapore..)

gotta do lotsa catching up. im glad i wrote in my handwritten journal when i was there.

right babes, another day! (:

2006-11-17T11:55:00.000+08:00

hello people (:

im flying to taiwan tmrw !!!!! with the girls <3> (this is a correct picture to use,, cos these hearties arent going for the trip!! HAHA. yesyes ill miss the girls here!! (except myself)) DONT GIVE ME THAT FACE. hahahaha

hahaha
so, HERE'S LOVE,, to last you for 9 DAYS! (:

XOXOXO

2006-11-02T10:33:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call but I couldn't fight it I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it and so I surrendered just to hear your voice I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live without you and maybe someone else is standing there beside you but there's something baby that you need to know that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying I have to see you it's all that I'm asking. Give me back my fantasies the courage that I need to live the air that I breathe. My world becomes so empty my day's are so cold and lonely and each night I taste the purest of pain.

2006-10-31T17:25:00.000+08:00

my god ive got a thousand and one more photos to put up and im really tired of doing so already so i shall stop here i mean what's the use of putting up the photos just for the sake of putting them up(?) haha okay i will add more.. next time. ( sentosa truggies + other random touch photos)and when i finally get my japan05 (yes it's gonna be almost a year and I HAVE NOT SEEN ALL THE PHOTOS or have all of them on my comp yet) i will have a HUGE UPDATE. YAY.

for more photos, see yanyi's or huiting's blog!

anyway i just want to say im having a great time .. thus far.

hahahaha enjoy your hols!

okay last photo of the day:

have you ever talked about someone
&& all of a sudden,
you catch yourself
with a huge smile on your face?

HAHAHA (:

2006-10-31T17:21:00.000+08:00

the girls' shadows on the sand/guys in shades coolbeans~~~/everyone minus him and her. HAHA.

2006-10-31T17:17:00.000+08:00

sentosa!! (*:

2006-10-31T17:05:00.000+08:00

marshmallow fun!!!! be strong little marshmallows.

2006-10-31T17:04:00.000+08:00

hehehehehe/ but we did it in the end. (note: in the end..)

2006-10-31T17:03:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA this is damn funny. JUMP!

2006-10-31T17:00:00.000+08:00

my PW group. i like my group but i dont like PW. you get it?? (HAHA)

2006-10-31T16:58:00.000+08:00

THE GLOW.

2006-10-31T15:18:00.000+08:00

i lost my PINK PHONE with 3 stickers and a bear. the best thing is, ive no idea where or how i lost it? okay.. but my new phone is pretty cool too, or shld i say. it's too cool for words? HAHA, kiddin.. :P (send me your numbers again if you think i shld have them)
i went sentosa the other day with the hearts!
& another time with the truggies. heheh

both times we played touch rugby!! (: (: +++ took many many photos !!

with the hearts: ate newzealand icecream, went near the waters and .. laughed at the guys.

with the truggies: took the luge!, built a huge rugby ball out of sand.. (: uhh and we sat my the play area looking at lil boys hahaha and talked & ate. bond!!!! <3
oh yes then after the day i went sentosa with the truggies, i rushed home showered changed and packed for my sleepover!!!!!! (: (: (: (: it was crazzzyyyy. hahaha met 4pc and had late dinner and watched lil miss sunshine damn funny. then we chilled (HAHA) at coffee club or was it,, cant rmb anyway till arnd 1, 2 am? THEN WE TOOK MANY PHOTOS WITH CANDICE'S MACBOOK. HAHAHA DAMN DISTORTED AND FUNNY LA. (okay must get pics from her soon). had macs for breakfast and went to sch for pw op mass lect. we weren't late! (;
ive been so busy in the past weeks cos my granny isnt well. heartyfaultyy. yes trips down to the hosp everyday. ask my friendsies. she has lost arnd 7 kggggggggggg. THAT IS ALOT. anyway she's much better now!!!! and resting at home. <3
i finally finished watching autumn in my heart. YAY. i like.
i had my learning trip to the vege wholesale market and fishery port. heheheh. we're cool.
im going for the tarwan cip trip!! (: (: (: im excited cos there's gonna be yanyiiiiiii (!!!), tingting, and nanananana to accompany me!!!! but of course, i will miss everything here. HMM. (i will just take this as a trip to get away from home and reflect upon my life)
it's a good 9 days away from homeee. ): ): (sense my displeasures?)
PW sucks. cos mk lost my thumbdrive.
i finished reading my first jodi picoult book [the pact] a few days ago, and i think that book left me with a vvv deep impression. i dont understand how you can kill someone whom you love greatly just cos she is in great pain.. maybe that's why it's called love? when you love someone, you put their needs before your own.

"Do you know what it's like to give your whole self to a person and your whole heart to boot until you've got nothing left to give and then realise that it still isn't what they need?"

"Chris closed his eyes. How could he convey to someone who'd never even met her the way she always smelled like rain, or how his stomach knotted up every time he saw her shake loose her hair from its braid? How could he describe how it felt when she finished his sentences,
turned the mug they were sharing so that her mouth landed where his had been? How did he explain the way they could be in a locker room, or underwater, or in the piney woods of Maine, but as long as Em was with him, he was at home?"
"My whole life was about her, what if her whole life wasn't about me?"
"How could he stand by and watch her die? Then again, how could he stop her, if she was hurting so badly?"

what an impact.

aiyah i cant add pictures now. ZZZZZZZZZ. okay maybe later.

and aiyah im tired of blogging.

i need to study for chem spaaaaa/

sucks

laters babies.

2006-10-23T23:42:00.000+08:00

hi my babies

because tmrw is a doubly impt day,,,
i shall post a few pictures today! (:

first and foremost,, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER BEAN!! i love my sister.

HAHA I DID THIS!! (: *beams*

the lovely times (:

( as well as the retarded times) spent together .

hope you'll have a lovely day tmrw (: may your dreams come true!!

tmrw is also another impt day..

dont tell you why! *grins*

right,, and it HAS been a crazy week for me.
more pics and update SOON! <3>

okay time to sleeeep. lovelove!

2006-10-11T08:58:00.000+08:00

2006-09-22T10:47:00.000+08:00

But Im not missing you

Im not going through the motions waiting and hoping you call me im not missing you You might have had me open But I must be going because I got life to do I know Im usually hanging on I used to hate to see you gone But this time its different I dont even feel the distance Im not missing you

Love's good when its right And when it's left in your memory All the times I let you down I guess love will be nice for someone elses life im not missing you

my oh my dear girl.

2006-09-01T21:03:00.000+08:00

&& i will love you for the heart that could breakkk

2006-09-01T21:01:00.000+08:00

there there look the pretty pic with pretty lilies!! GRINS GRINS. hahahaha

2006-09-01T20:58:00.000+08:00

the esplanade, the mommy, the sister, the girl (:

2006-09-01T20:24:00.000+08:00

hi my friendsies!!!!
(: (: (:
life's great with you and you and you and you and you and the entire world! (:

ive been thinking,,,,
and ive decided that,,,,,

#1 i will (try my bestest) to not bite my straw whenever i drink using one, cos it annoys a certain someone.
#2 i will stop being so SILLY (at times), really.
#3 i will STOP playing minesweeper. i really wonder who taught my how to play it,, cos that game is just so damn addictive. i will seriously *kill* the person if i know who he/she is. hahahaha okay kiddin!!!
#4 my library is the best place to study in the world, it's quiet (i adore quiet libraries, esp when it's at night), it's not hot (but rather cold but that's alright my heart feels fuzzy), it has lotsa reference books (not that they're all reallly that useful), and it's free of distractions!!!!! GRINS
#5 i will remind myself of why ive held on for so long whenever i feel like letting go. go brain! go books! go notes! (:

so i watched monster house ytd and it was a kiddy kiddy show. hahahahaha

till then, always rmber
chocolate makes everyone happy! (:

WITH HUGS AND LOVE.

2006-08-13T20:21:00.000+08:00

hi lovelies, i was just listening to that song and it certainly brought back lotsa (good and sweet) memories and it didn help to realise that the sweetest thing you probably ever did for me was to do with that song and i know i shldn be bringing this up but still i cldn care less

so there take care my friend.

much love, (:

When you smile on my face, all I see is a glow

You turned my life around

You picked me up when I was down

You're all that I ever known

(L) (L) (L)

2006-08-11T18:35:00.000+08:00

i have no idea how i actually survived TODAY TODAY TODAY!!
like the fact that ,,,,, oh nvm ):
but anyway i did so that's yay! (: (: (: (: (: five smiles for you, enough??

my 5 wants of the moment. (in no particular order)
1. i want to go on a ferris wheel ride right NOW.
2. i want to watch fireworks, but i guess techinically that wont happen cos right now im still at home and im not free tmrw either ):
3. i want to go to the beach, like really really really!!
4. i want to go shopping. no make that a need. cos i need to get the present. HAHA
5. and last but not least, i want to be a happy girl
but who doesnt?

okay.. so i do think im a silly girl at times.
OHWELLS.

anyway overall, i rate today 7/10stars. there you go! (*******)
it's already better than expected anyway (:

lovelove!!
im gonna be a good girl and i promise to build up a strong relationship with my books, notes, tutorials, mindmaps, stationery, calculator, answer keys & whats not, starting from this moment, or make that tmrw, or sunday. but anyway you know i am gonna start..
YES.

will you still love me in the morning?
forever and ever babe.
HAHAHAHA, CLICK! (:

2006-08-06T20:24:00.000+08:00

when you pick me up and let me fall again.

my week in a few words

1) 100% HEART that's love
2) SAJC dance night. (i dont believe in many things, but in you i do) pretty lilies for my sista (:
3) yoga!! laughssssss. i cant imagine my mommy doing all those.. stunts. super mom!
4) i found this photo, and i thought it looked kinda weird. haha it made me laugh ! (:

5) my gp teacher who calls me "shan" like im her best friend and she's my best friend. gringrin
6) yes what pretty clouds. i wonder when ill get to see such a sight.

7) i didn know the quote "hearts will never be practical unless they are made unbreakable" is from wizard of oz. the wizard said that to the tin man who wanted to have a heart.
8) i dont think ill ever understand why hairbands and specs dont go tgt. they dont, cos i get headache whenever i wear both.
9) we're off to bake brownies and cupcakes tmrw!! for our nat day picnic .

10) i love my girlfriends. (: (: (: last sat we went spaggs for dinner and it was followed by a movie i had a good time laughing and catching up with them. it's good that we met up so they know what's happening in your life and so you know you're not on your know and you can always rely on them. (L) 4PC (L)

11)
When you try your best, but you don't succeed.
When you get what you want, but not what you need.
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep.
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face.
When you lose something you can't replace.
When you love someone, but it goes to waste.
Could it be worse?
High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

12) hokays. here's (L) to everyone! cheer up (:

hope, and smile

2006-07-28T23:11:00.000+08:00

something to cheer me up. really, it's the thought that makes it so much sweeter. friends are always the best (L)

2006-07-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

♥♥♥

2006-07-21T21:38:00.000+08:00

mk did this for me during pw!! HAHA smthg which made my day! OOH YAY he can go become an artist !! HAHA (:

2006-07-21T21:34:00.000+08:00

she makes you fall head over heels && i cant even make you stumble ):

hahahah. im back with lotsa photos!!i dont think it's all that i have to post but i guess this will do for the time being (:

i gotta (AM going to) work harder!! who's gonna work hard with me?

I don't forgive people because i'm weak. I forgive them because i'm strong enough to understand people make mistakes.

that night i was so excited cos i saw the 9th book of GG being published in the uk (i think) and im like YAY so there's smthg to look forward to in my life now. i absolutely cannot wait for it to arrive in SINGAPORE. GOSH. and the book is damn pretty too can!!!! (:

enjoy THE photos. <3

&& even if I said I didn't care a million times over again, you'd know that I still do.

with much love (:

2006-07-21T21:31:00.000+08:00

see i told you!! the book cover is so pink and pretty too. i like i like!! <33

2006-07-21T21:03:00.000+08:00

OUR FAVOURITE <3333 COS IT'S SO F PRETTY!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA GRINS. <33

2006-07-21T21:02:00.000+08:00

ENUFF SAID! <33

2006-07-21T20:56:00.000+08:00

Memories: No matter how hard
you try to erase them .
they never dissapear. <3 ( isnt that in a way good? (: ) <33

2006-07-21T20:47:00.000+08:00

no regrets, just lessons learnt, bonds forged and lotsa fun under the sun (: (: (:

2006-07-21T20:43:00.000+08:00

OMG HAHAHA this photo is damn funny la!!! see my strawberry shortcake towel!! (:

2006-07-21T20:40:00.000+08:00

shine touch CHAMPS! <333

2006-07-21T20:37:00.000+08:00

all who went dragonboating!! HAHA SO FUN! lifevests and paddles and pretty girls. (*:

2006-07-21T20:35:00.000+08:00

1234 1234 1234 !!! YAY WE ROCK right right?? (: YES. giggles!!

2006-07-21T20:34:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA. yeah the four that sat at the back of the boat (:

2006-07-21T20:33:00.000+08:00

TOUCH IS LOVE<3!! (:

2006-07-21T20:32:00.000+08:00

father's day brunch!! <333 photowhoring, && mmm we kinda forgot to take photos of our daddy and mommy while we were there. OOPS. grin.

2006-07-04T17:42:00.000+08:00

'Cause I've got you to make me feel stronger

When the days are rough and an hour feels much longer

i had so so so much fun in the past 4 days (: (: (:
im missing photos, cos people have not uploaded them yet. nevermind the stories first!! (:

on friday,

just my luck. HAHA. and the retardness that followed after the movie was over.
a lil shopping
RAINBOW (we invented a game -- it's played just the same way as bingo, but instead this is in rows and columns of SEVEN! RAINBOW!! hahaha okay damn B.
banananananananas (V shouted banananas damn loudly for some reason, and the woman next to us who was eating bananas overheard and decided to offer V banananas. and she took it. HAHAHA.
finding out some big secret. winks winks.
HAATO (follow your heart) (; (comfy sofas and funny games with huge scoops of interesting flavoured icecream!)
girl talks with V, thks for being there for me (:
SLEEPOVER at ting's house (: (okay so only 5 slept over, us plus Mk elijah, V) but i guess we still had fun fun fun baking brownies, playing cranium, scrabble, mtv crap, watching the soccer match!!! GERMANY! (: i like no.13 ballack!!! hahaha so charming (;

so despite my day starting out not-that-greatly, lotsa thinking was being done, but at the end we managed to talk things out & it was still considered a good day cos the pinks outweighed the blues.

on saturday,

we woke up at 11plus and felt like pigs . but it was a good night's rest!! all of us slept in the hall. hahaha but it was comfortable!! then had brunch (:
piano
met my sis at scotts and ate opera cake frm beans. how come the cake is called opera cake when it cannot sing?!?!
met up with 4PC!!! highlight of the day (: MY SECOND SLEEPOVER in TWO days (: & an impromptu one too! HAHA. we're always like this. so anw we had early dinner at simplelife wheelock + chilling out at the starbucks cafe next to forum, yummy choco cream chip + TOY 'R US (where we almost wanted to get walkie talkies) HAHA + kbox at candy's house, damn funny + ENGLAND match. damnit la MY ENGLAND lost ): ): heartbreaks + abit of domino before falling asleep + last 10 mins of the brazil match. surprise surprise surprise!

on sunday,

being really early birds, we set a target of waking up at 7am for EARLY breakfast. hahahaha but knowing us, we ended up leaving the house at 930 instead. cos SOME people cldn wake up. and the theatre was freeeeeeeeezing. hahahahaha.
breakfast at hollandv cjade AGAIN. we always seem to end up going there. HAHA. shared a lil dimsum plus porridge!! (:
seafood dinner!! yummy chilli crabs, tho abit spicy (:
my korean dramas!! i finally got it. hahaha autumn in my heart. totally love!! GRINS. (: then after this, im gonna finish watching fullhouse too.

once again, it was a real good time catching up with my lovelies!! (: (: (: so much laughter.
i dont exactly want to be MIA anymoree.
it's feels kinda fuzzy and comforting to know that your friends still care for you. & you feel blessed at the end of the day (:
4 years plus of friendship and still going strong! (:
here's much love to 4PC lovelove!

on monday,

DRAGONBOATINGGGGGG with truggies (: (: (: at kallang river!! (:

omg this is the ultimate!! haha okay maybe not but it was seriously DAMN FUNNNNNNN. omg i had SO MUCH FUN OKAY. hahahaha. so exciting too, okay words simply cannot describe how i felt after this whole experience, but i certainly had a great time with ming lemin toffa cara dawn justina. hahaha the last 4 rows!! (: (:

from dangling our feet in the waters to paddling from bridge to bridge,
from sitting a psuedo viking boat ( less scary) to jumping into the waters and back on board again,
from the screams to the laughters
from the countings (yay syncrho!!) to the songs we sang (a few only. HAHA cos we cldn find a song that we cld row to)

we did it all as one!! (:

HAAHAHHA. omg i love my touch ruggers<3>

& im glad i jumped into the waters (: hahaha there were cold waves, seaweed, plasticbags and whats not. hahaha i dont really want to think abt it. but anw, YAY damn nice to be in the waters!!! it's effortless to stay afloat cos of the lifevests!! HAHAHA. so you dont have to keep trapping water to stay afloat. mmm
the sun was shining rather brightly but i like. hahaha my pink glow !! I LIKE TOO. but it was gone this morning! ): hahaha GRINSS (*:

scary movie 4!! (: the movie is how FOC, nonsensical, and after awhile you just dont feel like laughing anymore. but quite funny at first .
maxwell market for some delicious local dinner. HAHA. i had chicken rice. and sweet potato balls.
more korean drama!!

right, so i probably didn do much shopping in the last 4 days but it's alright cos i had my days well spent. & im sure this wk, i will be able to make up for it. cos why? cos my mum said we shld check out marinasq !! HAHAHA. coolbeans

YAY. giggles

today the bookworm, we are nerds club was formed. hahah we spent our free time reading books, ranging from chicklit to msytery to intellectual sounding books. HAHAHA.
i like the book that im reading now. the undomestic goddess i know it's rather B but who cares. i like and that's all that matters !!!

hokays, gtg now babes

seeeeeya!! (:

PS: lotsa luck to all my rgtrackers!! (: just run, jump, throw your best in the upcoming nats okays?? ill be there to support you people on some days. love love!! LET IT SHINE, AND BRING IT ON. (:

The stars collide, will you stand by and watch them fall? So hold me 'til the sky is clear & whisper words of love right into my ear (:

2006-06-27T21:40:00.000+08:00

i was just thinking,

if ignorance is bliss
&& the truth hurts

would you rather live in ignorance, or know the truth?

i cant make up my mind

ohwells.

anyway i cant wait for christmas!!
i love christmas (:

love actually <3
yes my favourite scene from the movie is that flashcards part. heh!
& here's some screenshots from that scene (:

hokays. have a good study day tmrw! (:
lotsalove<3

you work at a smile and you go for a ride,
but they tell me your blue skies fade to grey

2006-06-24T21:27:00.000+08:00

i realise, backstreet boys makes me happy too!! (:
today these words left a lasting impression in my head whilst i was taking a break

You see colors no one else can see
In every breath you hear a symphony
You understand me like nobody can
I feel like my soul unfolding like a flower blooming

<333

and on a side note, i like the peaceful and tranquil surroundings i get when im in the library (:
it's RATHER conducive, and besides there's also viola! HAHA
YAY.

2006-06-19T14:08:00.000+08:00

promise me tomorrow starts with you, <3

HELLO WORLD!

okokay. (:
i shall update cos someone has been telling me to do so.
"i come here like once a week, to see if she's updated the blog, but only to find that she NEVER." (now that ive updated, dont be an ungrateful brat okay?) -laughs-
hahahahaha.
and i guess it's high time i updated. (:

my holidays have been interesting :

touch rugby training at farrer park! i have training tmrw too! (: we met some taiwan nationals there last wk. hahahahah uhhh we kinda thought they were from japan at first. OOPS. they treated us to pocari sweat drink!
my sprained ankle!! OUCH. and the fact that i almost forgotten how to walk properly.
shopping galores! retail therapy! yay
hot dates (:
mmm 6/11 hearts outing, where there was bowling, pooling, and watching the world cup being done.
MOVIE. YAY. the best movie ive watched thus far is,, she's the man! okay not a surprise. heheh! but i thought xmen3 was not too bad as well (:
and i tell you cinderella story is sucha AWESOME movie!!!!!!!!!!! so hot, so funny, so PINK, so princessy, so fly, so totally love! (: omg i dont mind watching it for the third or forth or fifth time again!!
hahahahaha, and i STILL love this quote from the movie: "waiting for you is like waiting for rain in the drought, useless and disappointing"
One Tree Hill (: chadd my sugarush . HAHAHAAHA. oops. I can't be the only one who's learned, my whole situtaion-made from clay to stone, and now I'm telling everybody I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately.
study dates as well. mmm actually, i think the most condusive environment for studying is at home or school. YES. but if you're gonna study at home, you have to be mentally strong enough to fight against your temptations. ahhha and this is where the fine line btween a want and a need comes into play. (cos there's the computer!!!) gosh. okay.
my cousin from indo came for a holiday! but she fell ill on the second day after she arrived. stomach flu! and so i became a very good and helpful nurse. HAHAHA. :D
days which you dont feel happy ): (or rather, emo days) i cannot cry, because i know that's weakness in your eyes.
of course, there's also the WORLD CUP. alrights, i must stop watching soccer matches unless they concern ENGLAND, and only after my CTS. hahahaha i ve watching almost all 9pm and 12am matches!! mmmm not a good sign. how can soccer matches get addictive? (not that im addicted to it) i guess that's just the beauty of the beautiful game. i enjoy watching the way they tackle, pass, kick, score. okay it's the game as a whole. it's prettty interesting! (oh, haha and ofcourse the eyecandies (; ) (and i learn so much just by watching the matches with my dad!! i rmb wearing this shirt "i love football, because my daddy does!) <3
another pt abt the world cup. KAKA has such a ( ) name! i cldn stop laughing !! hahahaha. but i watched him play for the first time in the match match against aust ytd, and i must say, he's pretty good. he's fast, and he's got quite good ball skills and tactics. AND he looks pretty decent, (and mmm HOT) no wonder so many girls go crazy over him.. HAHAHA. okay shut up!
ytd someone taught me abt the beauty of dreams. that is, you can dream abt anything which may be cos pain if it were to happen in real life BUT yet dont feel any pain while having that dream. HMMM. interesting? ohwells.
$#%^&*(%$^% CTs.
4PC. omg i miss you people ALOT. we really gotta meet up soon again, and this time i will be there!!!!! sorry for MIA. heheh
what makes a NICE message NICE? i dont know man. uhhh i think it's nice but other people wont think so? mmmmmm. how!!
&& there are times ive got so many random (but interesting) thoughts, i just end up scribbling them on my lect notes. HAHA.
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!! HAHAHAH my family woke up early and we went for italian brunch at Da Paolos, it's somewhere along bukit timah rd. anw the food there was quite good! satisfying (: mommy and i had breakfast sets. while my sis and dad indulged in pasta!! HAHA my sister had squid ink pasta. the waiter changed her napkin to a black coloured one, her plate became black at the end of the meal, tgt with her mouth and teeth. talk abt glam-ness. HAHAHA. and we kinda camwhored abit. photos another time! i had a fun day (:

okay hahahaha. enough!!

i guess i wont be back till after cts. i shall see.

so ill be going on HIATUS.

meanwhile, GO ENGLAND!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA YAY!

&&& STUDYYYY (:

i dont care where we go, what we do, who you know, what you wear or if your hair is blue or purple or pink, you dont have to be cool, dont have to be smart, dont need to know anything all the time, its alright if your a little bit out of it, i dont care i just wanna be your friend (:

2006-06-03T22:03:00.000+08:00

nothing but touch!

this is my favourite cos i did it! hahahah many thanks to mich and sab for their inputs and huge vocab. (: {tho i know half the time mich didn get what she was saying either. HAHAHA}
after our sru comp which will be postponed to another date.

the ten of us! while waiting for the rain to stop but never really did.

i like this too cos it's mmmmm special. yes. (:

so happy together! (:

im feeling better already thks everyone
i can walk at a speed of 1 step per second but it's still slower than a normal person. ): i cant wait to get well so i can run skip jump train and FLY!.

My hopes are so high, that your kiss might kill me. So won't you kill me,so I die happy. My heart is yours to fill or burst, to break or bury, or wear as jewelery, which ever you prefer.

byelovelies! (:

2006-06-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

it may hurt but it wont take away my loveeeeeee.

sometimes i wish someone out there will take the pain away from me.

WTFWTFWTF.
i want to get well
okay enough
tmrw will be a better day , smile !

):

2006-05-30T15:47:00.000+08:00

"It is too pretty a day to be so unhappy.

Did you fall down?

Why so shy?

Nothing to be ashamed of,

we all stumble from time to time."

my feet feels a sense of security whenever i put on my birkenstocks. (: (i dont know why, it's just a feeling)
just when i thought ive discovered something really exciting (BLUE shadows while running arnd the estate) , PAUL comes and tells me he's seen GREEN shadows before. now this makes me wonder, maybe i'll see PINK shadows one day too? (:
ive (finally) figured out why some people find it a norm to travel during the june hols but not me. cause for the past 7years, being a tracker did not "allow" me to do so as it wld be to your disadvantage to go on a hol and miss out on training sessions when your season is in JULY (i.e. just one mth away) . AHHHA. but now im kinda free to do anything i like! (: but anyway i wld still rather go away only during the dec hols. (:
a few nights ago, we went to siglap village for dinner and thereafter we went HDaaz and ordered a fondue which was YUMMY with cookies, love letters, tiny scoops of icecreams fruits, tantalizing strawberry and hot chocolate. and this certainly brought back lotsa memories (our post ndpdance celeb) rmb rmb!?
i killed a mosquito by sleeping on it. hahahahaha i just realised this happened when i woke up okay
cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away ):
F tells me that xanga has many many fonts and colours which blogger doesnt have. HMMMM. i feel like switching there? or maybe livejournal. both do not seem too bad.
one must train hard, but at the same time, one must know one's limits and not burn oneself out in the process, or you'll suffer a greater loss at the end of the day.
i just watched memoris of a geisha on dvd. i think it's a brilliant movie. i love those cherryblossoms. SO PINK SO PRETTTY . i want to go see it for myself ONE FINE DAY. (:
&& the Chairman in the movie comes up with such thought-provoking quotes. mmmm
im playing this song SAY YES by chage and aska and i think it's the most beautiful jap song ever written. YESYES. the chords are rather difficult to play but no worries i can handle it just as well (in time to come) <3
okay i gotta go now! summer love for all (L) ! ill be back soon again (: dont miss me (XOXOXO)

(L)

2006-05-28T16:54:00.000+08:00

12 things i'd like to say to certain people, but probably never will:

01. sometimes i still think of you and i miss you . you've given me more than just memories. and i need you to know this.
02. there are times when i cannot stand your absolute stuck-up-ness. i wish you'd just stop being that.
03. you dont know you mean the world to me. i dont want to see you this way cos it's hurting me as well.
04. i still treasure our friendship and im sorry for not always being there. i'll try harder, i promise. & there are things i'd like to tell you so you know what's happening in my life but i dont know if you'll want to hear. i dont know where to start either. i dont know how you'll react to it. i wish you hadn change. i want those days backkk
05. if you'll only try you'll realise how very far you can reach. please dont give up on yourself when the whole world is behind you, especially me. (:
06. i wish you'll stop treating me this way.
07. you're just so perfect.
08. i know you carry a smile even when you're (still rather) broken, i pray for happier days ahead of you. & i hope it's enough. you'll always have a friend in me!
9. two and a half years have passed since ive know you, you've been an amazing friend. i only wished we were closer, much much closer than the way we are now so i can talk to you abt ANYTHING under the sun. i know i probably can, cause you wldn mind listening to me. maybe one day i will. (:
10. im sorry to ignore you or hurt you in anyway. i know this isnt enough. i hope you've moved on and life treats you well there. i will do something for you soon, to make it up to you. 11. i dont know why it's always so awkward between the both of us. maybe it's just me. things will get better? YES
12. you can always make me smile and i aprreciate that ALOT. (:

girliehearts
(:

summer holidays are here!
shopping calls,
seeya there!

2006-05-21T14:13:00.000+08:00

In a moment of inspiration,
here's something i did, specially for you :

isnt is pretty?

loveyouall!

2006-05-16T21:33:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAH DAMN I CANT BELIEVE I SAID THIS DURING CIVICS YTD

FROM SARAH'S BLOG:

HAHAHA suddenly i remember huishan's retardness today.
when presenting about her lifestory.
shan:"i love fluffy clouds."
ms hor:"what type of clouds?"
shan:"em. the ones in the sky la?"
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA OMG.
i laughed until i teared.wth. of cos the ones in the sky la THENNNNNNNN!
ahahaha huishan's damn cute.

PLS MORE ATTENTION TO THE LAST LINE in bold. HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAAHHA.

anyway.
i cant really type now
like type 3 words backspace twice
WHY?
COS OF MY SPRAINED LITTLE FINGER during touch rug.
(ggxx) hahahaha.

i dont have photos now either. ill upload them soon then we'll have a pretty entry soon!!!

(:

but anyway.
i think this is rather true. (quotes ting!)

It is so damn dangerous to place your mind body soul and everything that you are on a one person that is going to make or break you.

OH WAIT.

i just read cherie's blog.

Tell me something about 7 (which happens to be your royal highness here in the quiz) :
she's the SWEETEST THING ALIVE.

(;
see i told you.
GRINS.

heheheh
okay! i shal stop typing.
rugby finals tmrw!
YAY.

Five hundred twenty-five thousand six hundred minutes

How do you measure, measure a year?

In daylights, in sunsets, in midnights

In cups of coffee, in inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife.

How about love? Measure in love

SEASONS OF LOVEEE. (:

2006-05-02T23:29:00.000+08:00

(now and forever) AWWW so sweet! (: i miss you lovelies lots <33

2006-05-02T20:37:00.000+08:00

YAY i have photos! (*:
everyone be happy! hahaha.

Come meet fat and round! he (it) 's super cute and my sister claims he looks like me when i was young. (OHWELLS.) (: heh!

hehehehehhehe. our bumble bee shades! (:

uh yes. enough said. (: (in the third and fourth photo, my stupid finger covered the part of the cam.) HAHAH . OOPS.

anyway .

an add-on to my happy list (on my own accord) -

F (the best)

smirks. (:

OKAY MATHS.
back another day ! <33333

this song has been stuck in my head the wholeeeee dayyyyyy.

I carry a smile when I'm broken in two and I'm nobody without someone like you I'm tremblin' inside and nobody knows it but me I lie awake it's a quarter past three I'm screamin' at night as if I thought you'd hear me yeah my heart is callin' you and nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get you could ask my heart but like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
a million words couldn't say just how I feel
a million years from now you know I'll be lovin' you still
(:

2006-04-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

when you brought the sunlight
& completed my whole life
im overwhelmed with gratitude
cos im so thankful i found you

okay so basically my past wk has been revolving arnd these few things

school, touchrug, hospital, home, sch, hospital, home, sch, hospital, home, sch, touchrug, hosp, home. haha you get the idea.

why? cos of something.
but well, she's much better now. yay she can walk w/o feeling tired and her dizzy spells are gone (:
her heartbeat's back to 70-80bpm
it was scary but now i feel a sense of relief. (:
so this whole episode has taught me lotsa things
well i ll certainly cherish her even more! (:
thanks for everyone's concerns <33>

and because of this, i know SGH like the back of my hand, and im so totally sick of kopitiam. HAHAHA.
and because of this episode, it has also made april the highest no. of times ive gone to the hospital ever in 1 month. (visiting, orthopedics, physio)
WELLDONE.

i just want everyone to be safe and happy (:

let's talk about spaceships, or anything but you and me, okay?

heheh!
i like my display picture!

ive come up with a list of things that makes me HAPPY (: (in no particular order)

fruitips (esp PURPLE ones)
PINK
my 11 hearts
my sweeties
sunny days with summer breeze and fluffy clouds
shopping
marshmallows
blingbling! and diamonds
chocolates (it does wonders)
touchrug!
PAUL ~~(who insists on having his name up on the list as well)~~ hahaha zzz.
(to be continued)

hahaha i cannot rmb anymore.
so the list will be continued in the future. (:

im still waiting for a post on pretty polkadotted frilly frocks. HEH

anyway
a short random update for the time being
hahah, & vote for PAP (quotes elijah)

i have a study date tmrw! (:

love!

the only way to define your limits is by going beyond them (:

Anonymous

2006-04-23T22:29:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone! This is Anonymous here to blog in place of Ms Chin Huishan who is sadly incapicitated. She is currently enjoying the beauty of life and reflecting about all the ultra intelligent things she has said to date. Being a loser and a person who should get a life, i do not really have anything to blog about. Except i like body sculpture gloves.

Body sculpture gloves come in many different colours. I have seen the gray one and the brown one. I own a purple one. FYI, purple is the international gay colour, so maybe im gay. Body sculpture gloves cost $14.90 and can be bought from Royal Sporting House. They are way cheaper than the $30 Nike gloves. They are just the appropriate length protecting the fingers so when you are doing pull-ups blisters do not form on your fingers. If you examine the back of the glove carefully, you can see little holes in the fabric. This is way more practical in allowing your hands to breathe compared to the elite technology of "breathing fabric" from Addidas and Nike. Furthermore, since body sculpture gloves are so cheap, when they are stolen , you can easily buy another pair.

However, body sculpture gloves aren't all sunny side up. They also have their flaws. For example, the leather used by body sculpture is of low quality, not being waterproof and causing the gloves to stink after prolonged usage.

So i would recommend everyone to go and buy body sculpture gloves. They are really value for money and highly useful, one can use it for things other than exercising, suck as slapping mosquitoes when and bees when they come and torment you at McRitchie Reservior.

2006-04-16T23:08:00.000+08:00

tonight seems to be sucha poetic night.
first the tag, then these quoteworthy lines (:

hahaha here's an extract of what someone said and i think it's pretty true. i like!

the analogy of the sunshine, the rain, and the rainbow

" You may bring sunshine to someone's day but you may also be that someone who brings dark clouds and rain. You may think it's perfectly fine, cause you can always be that sunshine, or even rainbow, after the rain. Though the rainbow is nice, it isn't tangible; it cannot be held; it doesn't signify any feeling; it is just nice- like a sense of relief which fades away quickly as new problems arise. It may make you smile, for that very moment, but it is too fleeting to be really appreciated indeed. Whereas sunshine, after much appreciation becomes too glaring and gets irritating."

likewise,

"Loving somebody too intensely isn't good either. It has to be just nice. Like the first day of spring, when you feel the warmth of the sun, yet it is cold enough, to be enjoyable."

well i like walking in the rain, because nobody knows im crying (:

(we all need a proper closure to everything)

2006-04-16T01:04:00.000+08:00

heheheheh! SO PRETTY of cos it's pretty cos why, cos huishan did it! -BEAMS-a-million-times-and-infinitely. (: (okay sidenote: i didn know bak kua is also called sweet meat. well did you?) HAHA -laughs.

2006-04-13T23:25:00.000+08:00

i hate everything i hate you i hate it.

wtf.
i just wonder how one can be amused by this whole episode.

i dont know what to say anymore.

go get me a rainbow.

2006-04-12T21:43:00.000+08:00

hello sweet love (:

ONE
rugby sevens on last sunday! heheh.
eyecandies . HAHA. (; 69 69 69 69
the guys are damn powerful ! they sprint dump spin lift drag pull pile dive -- all damn well. WOAH. hahahaha yesyes you get the idea.
it was a fun day! and we got free goodiebags. which IM SURE we're all gonna bring it and use it for sch ONE FINE DAY tgt as a team! (:
yup FIGI won. heheh i bet you've never heard of sucha country before. well neither have most of us there.

well anyway we were suppose to support KENYA.
RED BLACK AND GREEN. (:

we wrote on stuff on our legs too. butbutbut. i still cannot connect my phone to the comp so hahahaha i'll only upload the photos when i finally get to know HOW to do so. heeee.

hahaha and we headed down to town cine just like this. HAHA mich said pple were giving us weird looks. hahaha.

viola and i! <3333333>hahahaha okayyy. (:
well i had training today (thurs, but im editing wed's entry)
and yes it was fun. touch certainly gets better and better!
we even got our board decorated. YAY.

TWO
council campaigning this week in sch has been kinda mmmmm ( fill in own adjective), heheheh quite interesting to see posters and banners everywhere right!.

THREE
i went to watch the polo finals! hahahaha yay my first polo match that ive watched. i still think it's quite amazing how the guys actually manage to catch with one hand in the water and then manage to throw it to another person again. hahahaha whateverrr. and today i cant rmb who i was attempting the catching-and-throwing-action which the polo guys do with (using a rugby ball) but anyway shuming saw and started laughing at us. HAHAHHA. ohwells. GRINS.

FOUR
i kinda wanna watch brokeback mountain . hahahaha i think it'll be quite a good movie worth watching. heheh!

FIVE
a few days ago someone told me hannah asked paul a question which was. HAHAHAH. damn funny can. heheheh

SIX
HEY YOU. have a speedy recovery and GET WELL SOOOOOONNNNNN. i know you're not scared and you probably wont see this but anyway you'll be missed by us all! (:
smile and the world will smile with you! (quotes lala)

SEVEN
week six will officially be a killer week. with chem SPA, maths test, pw PI all due in the same wk. heheh doesnt this bring back memories of those crazy weeks we had back then in RG? hahaha when like we have millions of tests and PTs all due in one week. heheheheh. !

EIGHT
HEHEHEH. i got a hedgehog soft toy! and it's called fat and round and my sister claims that it loooks like me when i was young not because i was fat and round but because of the hairstyle i had when i was young. (damn short hair. as tho my mum put a bowl on my head and cut my hair like that) heheheh but i like! damn cute. THANKYOU . GRINS

NINE
ora day ! hahaha my second time going for ORA. heheheh.
mmm quite fun except for the fact that my mood was totally spoilt by this drawing that i saw the night before ORA, like just before i was going to bed. so yes i wasnt exactly enjoying the first part of the day.

damn wth.

but nvm. im not thinking abt it. ive had enough of this anyway. i guess you just cant have the best of both worlds.

TEN
and i know this is abit lag and late. but hello at least im posting it right? hahaha. (i have not even gotten the jap photos yet LINGGGGGG) HAHAHA.

MY MORE-THAN-STUNNING SEVENTEENTH! (*: (haha the pics look kinda screwed. lousy cam. HAHAHA.)

US AT THE REVOLVING RESTURANT. and yes the scenery was splendid! hahahah (:

heheheh and more photos! my chocolatey cake which i just rmbed i left 2 slices with the fruits stall aunty and have yet to take it back. HAHA right, im sure it's still there waiting for me; puffer fish; she's acting greedy. HAHA (:

i like this two photos ! (: heh i like.
see my princess cushion? YAY .

i kinda cant rmb what i wished for anymore actually. MMMM.

ELEVEN
i think * is getting more and more screwed. hahahhaha. dont ask me why. but im sure we all know that. ohwells. heheheh.

TWELVE
lastly vote CHERIE ! (: (CHERIE FOR THIS, YOU OWN ME A TREAT.) HEHEHEH anyway let's all go out soon hokays! hannah yishan cherie darinne! lovelove.

TWELVE ISNT ENOUGH.

yes and you all know that there's more i wanna blog abt.

hahahaha next time!

i wanna draw on easter eggs. mmmmm. heh!

BYE.

SHOPPING + JAP DINNER AT GRANDCOPTH. TMRW YAY.
DONT STALK ME! LAUGHS.

2006-04-01T19:17:00.000+08:00

random photos of the day

HEH & yes see my sister's blingbling so pretty i like !!

2006-04-01T17:02:00.000+08:00

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know

HELLO<3

okay random fact of the day: this is post number 42!
HAHAHA

im updating just so you know im alive and i still want this blog and that im not abandoning it. (:

1 ive got that biolect test on monday so what am i doing here!
2 everyday passes by so quickly i cant rmb what i ve done btwn then and now. haha.
3 it's 11 hearts now! (: i like!!
4 i watched failure to launch and dorm on that day and that day. (HAH) movie days are good days. YAY and i cant wait to watch iceage2. i bet it's gonna be damn funnnnnnnnnyyyyyyyyyyy. so i know ill laugh!
5 im not gonna be tetris addict. hehehe
6 i have 5 months to think of a birthday present for a -coughs- VIP person. HEH.
7 okay just a sidenote: i miss rgtrackers! (: and it was sucha great feeling going down to support them, instead of the rj trackers, last sunday. HAHA welldone pple! (:
8 mmm yes we had this touchrug team dinner last wk i think. heheh and i drank 2 cups of bubbletea. bubblesbubbles. HAHAH.
9 study date tmrw at kap with the girlies! (: (: (: (i.e. girl hearts) and and and grannybeans is also coming tmrw from indo. GRINS. heheheheh. so that means a trip to airport in the morn!
10 OH and yes this wk i had this crazyy craving for strawberry icecream. heh! but anyway i did have my strawberry icecream at hdaaz! YAY and also apple pie flavoured icecream with the girls after our touchrug match at island cremery, which i must bring you there one dayyyyyyyyy!
11 heheh and never did i ever dreamt of owning a pair of soccer boots. HAHA. like boots?! hahahaha but i love my booTs and thatthatthat torpedo ball!
12 twelve is my touchrug jersey number. it also happens to be my favourite number. & twelve is also love.
HAHAHA

BIOLOGY.
BYE. (:

somday we'll know if love can move a mountain (:

2006-03-24T19:39:00.000+08:00

that's when i love you <3

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you just that way
To here you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly
And when your mad cause you lost the game
~~Forget~~ I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you
A little more each time
And when you cant quite match you clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love you I love you
More than you know
And when you forgot that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway

2006-03-21T22:19:00.000+08:00

i only want to say 5 things.

#1 I DISLIKE MONDAYS AND TUESDAYS FULLSTOP
#2 my life's a beautiful mess fullstopnumbertwo
#3 i ate a damn-weird-tasting sweet ytd and it was $^%&^*()-ly yucks. hahahaha.
#4 happy birthday yishan! (: have a great one ahead ! loveyouloads!
#5 and last but not least, IM F SORRRRRYYYYY for what happened last night. ): apology accepted? ):

Oh, baby, look into the corners of your mind I'll always be there for you through good and bad times
But I can't be that superwoman that you want me to be

2006-03-19T13:50:00.000+08:00

THAT'S US. <3

there you go! YAY THE video that i made for my lovelies back then during the nov hols! (: (: (:
it takes a rather long time to load.
so mmm be patient if you wanna view it! (: (let it finish uploading the entire video before viewing it, it's much nicer this way!)

2006-03-19T12:25:00.000+08:00

okayokay time is running short so your highness will do a quickquick update (:

so it's been two weeks.
hahaha

my days spent <3
isetan private sale + intensive shopping with my mommy! shopping is love. heheh
high tea and ramen lunch ! (:
touch training we ran 4km! + more running.
yishan's bday party! (:
educational tour of singapore with darinne in the car! hahahah my sister missed the sign and so we ended up somewhere near changi airport. HAHAAHA but it was fun, if you ask me, to spent nearly an hour catching up with darinne. i miss those dayss! (: and you wldn want to know the places we passed by. (; from haunted and secluded places where we scared each other :D to those shophouses at bugis. HEHEH.
supper with my sister's friends at geylang! omg i tell you the food was really good! ahhhha we shld go down one day too !!
my daddy's bdayyy! YAY. heheh delicious dinner, and cake. (: happybirthday
chilling with my darlings! (: (:　what cellar. oh. THAT cellar. heheheh.
hospital visit! my dear girl, get well soon and dont run arnd so much you aint a superwoman! but that's okay we still love you loadss (:
library trips. failed attempts!
made new purple specs! HAHAAHAH. dont laugh!
Selling pens under the hot sun (; (YC)
Out with mmm MISC friends! heheh! damn funnyyyyy.
Orthopedics appt . hearing stuff that i dont want to hear
BHPS, novena sq. dont ask my why i landed myself back there. -stares. heh!

(and other stuff which i cldn rmb or didn manage to state down! HEH)

oh. of course, the night i became a poet!
HAHAHA. i wrote a poem (extended version of that i posted) okayyyy. -WINKS (;

details of the poem?

secret!

heh.

movies watched <3
shaggy dog
finaldest3
bigmomma's house 2
mygirl and i

WHEE.
yay!
i cant wait to watch. iceage2
heheheh!
im sure daddy's wants to watch it too!

smthg that made me laughh.
i was wearing my specs while using the comp, so i was kinda sitting further away from the screen (like never before) than usual. (not that i sit very close to the screen w/o specs either okay!)

X: ohmygosh. im wearing the specs now. and like it's super clear?! i can sit one meter from the comp and type! HAHA
Y: i am sitting one meter from the comp? so we are two meters apart!

omg. HAHAHA
dont you think that's funny?
no?
ohwells.
HEHEH (:

hahaha and X puts (: after arnd every 3 times the enter key is pressed during msn convos.
and X has funky nicks and pms too! (;
-grins.

okay enough abt X. (:

JENNA BABY GET WELL SOON.
WE LOVE YOU! 10HEARTS. (love it!)

anyway i think we'll all be $5 richer next wk! hahaha cos yes cherie's gonna give us $! (;

and i think this poem really describes the FRIENDSHIP that we have.
tho we all know it's friendship beyond words!
i wish i cld upload the video. mmmmmmm.
im watching it again (:
-BEAMS.

Sometimes people come into your life
Like they're meant to be
And suddenly you've found someone
Who sees the world like you see

And you laugh like crazy
At all the crazy things
That no one thinks are funny but you
That's when I know
That I had a friend so true

If my world were crumbling down
You are the one I'd want around
Cos through everything
You've shown me that
You were the one who had my back

Remember the laughs
Then add up the dreams
And take it to the nth degree
We'll be friends forever
Cos you'll forever be in my heart
That's where best friends are

There will always be hard times
I'm glad I've got you to see me through
And I will never forget your smile
I just have to say thank you

For being there always
Even the darkest days
Especially when you didn't have to
That's when I know
I had a friend in you (:

LOVEYOULOADS<3

xoxoxo